SPARSE
Sparks scattered in the ground, the seed begins its journey. The dew grows cold while the Hunter’s Moon stalks fallow fields, rotting gourds. Beside it, solitary Fomalhaut shines. Gates between the realms of life and death swing open.
Today a sleepy orange, last sulphur of the season, dartled between three lingering lantana blossoms on the wood edge—my days just as numbered. Titmice and blue jays squabbled at the birdbath as the one cloud in the sky became the baby wrapped in white, floating down Lhasa’s river toward her burial.
Unable to turn away that day years ago, I chose to stay and watch the white bundle diminish to a mere speck, then vanish. On the riverbank, homeless peasants and pilgrims with their yaks meandered among tents and cooking fires, their children playing games as the corpse passed by. Too old for water burials, they all would be given the sky.
In the east before dawn, Venus and elusive Mercury side by side. I am a seed, a spark, a speck.
Originally published in Blue Fifth Review, Fall 2006
JUST FOR ONCE
Just for once try being as fluid as ice melting. Cease bucking change.
Try believing you have all you need and your soul is immense. Try simply seeing things
as they are, watching without judging— without fearing— the cobra.
Try keeping as still as the egret who stands in perfect quiescence among sacred lotus flowers,
and consider how the Atlas moth, though its majestic wings stretch out one foot in length, emerges to live just one day.
Originally published in White Heron, 2003
STREAKED-WINGED RED SKIMMER
The dragonfly lingers on the brown tip of a summer green reed like a flame on a candle at mass.
Poison has spoiled its meal of midges and broken its eggs. The last of its kind to inhabit this shoreline,
it hangs on, burns in the mid-day sun, purifying the day. No longer skimming
its lake, it poses on its reedy throne—a lone ember glowing in the fumes of Malathion.
Originally published in Least-loved Beasts of the Really Wild West, Native West Press (anthology, Spring 1997)
DESERT BIRDS
First thing I did was to set out a bowl of fresh water, hoping to entice them. Six weeks and no sightings, no sound. Finally one morning squabbling among
ubiquitous house sparrows on the roof. Awakened from sleep, I lay in bed smiling. Encouraged, I listened more closely. At sunset parakeets—ring-necked—noisily
squawking, I’m passing over. In date palms, white-cheeked bulbuls. In acacias, collared and palm doves cooingly boasting of colonizing this Gulf desert.
I could wonder all day why any bird would stay in these arid conditions—how anything could thrive. I could seek out the sheikhs, look for answers in the Koran or
eyes of veiled women in the streets, meditate from dusk till dawn beside a wadi. But I prefer asking black-winged stilts in the reeds by the pond at the date farm, and grey
francolins—squat, stub-tailed—along the verges why we all have these urges to explore new lands, to stay when conditions are so inhospitable and poor.
Originally published in Brooklyn Review, Spring 2007
CHOOSING A DESERT
When you decide the time has come for a move to the desert, consider this one: peninsula with Arabian Gulf waters on three sides, an inland sea, flamingos in the shallows, songs of that Persian nightingale—the white- cheeked bulbul—pure magical
incantations, the sidra tree spreading its branches like arms raised in praise. In the silence and solitude, you’ll learn to love your neighbor for who he is—not what he claims to be. In this harsh place, you’ll find within yourself the grace of gentleness.
Sea lavender will draw you to saline flats you might otherwise avoid, moorhen and crakes to sewage lagoons hidden by tall green reeds. You’ll grow so accustomed to arid flat tan terrain till you’ll feel like an alien in lush mountains and rain. You’ll settle in,
but once in a while the cloud-moving wind will stir the chords of vagabondage, and you’ll long for a mountain stream and the woodsong. You’ll thirst for rain—day-long rain, rain that drenches your dreams all night. You’ll miss birches and mushrooms. But there’s a seamlessness in all this
barrenness—a sand-brown transience that shouldn’t be missed: quiet inlets with gentle ripples, springtime with desert hyacinths blossoming, the season of mists when desert scrub drips with moisture. This is the place to enter the cloister of your own design—take all the time you need to simply be.
Originally published in Quercus Review, April/May 2007
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